We are two thirds of the way through the summer holidays here, so now seems a good time to write a reflection of the year. I’m in a good mental space after having a month of more casual work hours, and have had some time to indulge in my creative projects outside of work.
This year has been a real rollercoaster. Around May last year, I was seriously considering leaving the profession. I didn’t feel good at my job and the pressures of the environment were compounding this. I was trying hard to be like the other teachers I saw and putting myself down if something didn’t go exactly how I wanted it to. I was getting more out of my writing and illustration at the time, so had pretty much decided to pursue those. I had course lined up and was going to go freelance. Teaching was not for me.
But then a new job and a new opportunity to make a fresh start came along. I decide to give it one more shot and to do things how I felt was best for me. Not to judge myself against others. Not to put myself down if something I trialled backfired. Give it a go, give it my all and hope for the best.
Fast forward to this year, and I am an entirely different person. I absolutely love my job (possibly too much) and am embarking on the challenge of a TLR in the coming academic year. I will have to manage people and make decisions affecting a whole key stage, which is terrifying and exciting all at the same time. I am also teaching Media Studies again which is my ultimate dream job, so things are looking good.
This has meant, however, my summer has been eaten up a little through preparation of resources and displays. I love this aspect of the job, so it’s no biggie, but I am a wary of the fact I have not had an awful lot of time switched off to work and this will hot me when we re back in the swing of things. Next year, I plan to spend a lot more of the holiday taking time for myself, so the evenings and weekends used up in term time don’t take their toll so much. I’ve learnt what works as a display and what is more work than it’s worth, so they will not be a task for next holiday at least. I will be posting pictures of my classroom in a later post, but I am really happy with the time I have spent on it this summer and I really feel like it’s a home from home. I have also spent some significant time getting resources ready for the new Media Studies A Level and GCSE English Literature courses, which has been really rewarding. I will also be writing a post about these soon, so if you are looking for something maybe that can help you out.
So, onto the summer. My husband has garnered a job as a Science Teacher and is SUPER excited, so he has been prepping for next year too and made some fabulous resources. I really do envy his classes; he has such great ideas for teaching scientific concepts. I was worried that us both being teachers would mean we never escape work, but it’s actually been lovely to share ideas and really understand each other’s workload and lifestyle. As with any job, you don’t truly get it until you do it and we have a respect for each other that naturally arises from walking in each other’s shoes.
As well as work, we have spent some lovely time with our friends, Dan and Lucy, and had a magical walking tour of London. I am a Harry Potter nut so we visited all the filming locations, as well as locations for Sherlock. We also got to see The Tempest in The Barbican, which was a groundbreaking production and truly mind-blowing. Closer to home, we’ve spent quite a bit of time with family, which is a luxury in term time. We have been boding with my little cousins: twins who turned one this summer. It’s been lovely to have the quality time to spend hours with them and the rest of our family without having curriculum and marking filling up our thoughts.
We have also done a bit of decorating. We moved into our first proper house just under a year ago, but with Stuart doing his PGCE and me adjusting to the new job we have not managed to do any decorating to make it our own. We decorated our bedroom and kitted it out Harry Potter style. It’s AWESOME! I really wanted that room to be a place we can go to when things get stressy and truly relax and switch off, and I think we have managed to achieve that.
Creative-wise, I have done a few things, but my focus on work has meant this has been neglected somewhat. I have done some crafting and scrapbooking to create my new Harry Potter themed teacher planner for next year, which has been really fun. I have done a little drawing, but just to keep my hand in practice really. I’m sure I’ll get back into it once I’m back at work, but I just wasn’t feeling inspired. I did do some significant outlining and planning for my second novel, and worked a bit more on my first. I’m struggling a little with tying all the ends together for my first, so I’ve been plotting for the second in the hope it will help something click. I’m really happy with the outlining I have done though, and it serves the extra purpose of being an example I can share with my Creative Writing Club when I’m back at school. You can read my first novel on Wattpad, and the second will also be serialised there, or you can check it out through the ‘witing’ tab on this blog.
So that’s the summer so far! Lots of other things have happened and we have had lots of adventures, but what’s been so great is that we can share them together. September is going to be intense for us both, but I feel like we are closer than we have ever been and things are just going to keep getting better no matter what life throws at us. It’s been a tough few years and things finally feel on track. Bring on the new term!